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WHEN DEATH IS INEVITABLE


What would you do when you are just waiting for the time?
We all live in this world on borrowed lives. We don't know how long we'll be living or when our lives would come to an end. But what would you do if you know that you're time is up? How would you feel and what would be your reaction? Surely one will be dumbfounded to discover he/she is dying. But we can't do anything about it. All we can do is just patiently wait. And while waiting, it is good to do some nice things. For sure people who loves us will miss us so why not show them how much you love them as well. If only we are given few more days, we should spend it giving love and attention to others. Life is indeed short and death could come in surprises. Now, while we know that we're still okay, always remember to live each day as if it is your last. You'll never know.

IT'S REALLY YOU


We had a fight... Thought it was the end of the world...

I left the house immediately and begun searching. Where should I start? Is there any way I can stop the pain? I am hurt that night and all I could do is walk and breathe... walk and breathe... walk and breathe.... It was like my brain was not functioning anymore yet I can feel the rush of blood into my brain and the plunge and height of every heart beat. we have never fought like this before. It was like the end of the world for me.

The night passed and still I can't find a place to sleep. I was just sitting at a cafe while staring at the blankness. I knew there were a lot of people but I did not feel any of them. Numbness embraces me like I never had any emotions. Tears were just falling and I can't tell them to stop.

The night ended with me not sleeping by a bit. The rays of the sun welcomed me yet I feel empty and not ready for the new day. No calls, no texts... Nothing.... I felt alone for the first time in my life. Never thought that what we have would just end like that.

And then, the afternoon came and a text message greeted me with much delight. "Can we talk?", says the message. Without hesitation I said yes. My heart was pounding while waiting for our meeting. Then, slowly coming from afar, there he was. And when we met, simple words came out of his mouth. "Sorry." "I'm sad without you." "I don't want us to fight again." And my heart just crumbled. It's really YOU.

DANGEROUSLY IN LOVE


Krispy Kreme. That's where I am right now. Sitting and waiting for my office time.
As I try to sit alone and think of whatever God given topic to write in my blog, Beyonce's song suddenly came out playing. The song is the one I love the most. "Dangerously In Love"

As if I could relate to the song. Well, yes! I am a romantic and will continue loving until the last breath of my life. I live to love and express it. Sometimes, it might seem as too much but practically it's me. That is who I am. Dangerously In Love. Or maybe just willing to give out all in the name of love.

WAITING FOR MY RAINBOW BEND


2011 was off to a great start for me as things are falling into their places one by one. But suddenly things changed. Darkness once again looms...

Just when I thought the showers of blessings won't stop, then suddenly a storm of problems creep in... slowly flooding out the happiness with never ending sorrow and grief. I have been in too many emotional roller coasters and yet I am back in familiar territory yet again. The barrage of rain falling coupked by the rage of the strong winds just won't cease. Helplessly I sit and cry... And then I held my head up and looked at the dark sky.

"It'll soon end!" Now, it's just time to wait for my rainbow bend...

YOU ARE MY HEAVEN… AND MY HELL

YOU ARE MY HEAVEN… AND MY HELL
By Bluecloud

Blessed am I to have someone so utterly nice
From which I feel the comfort of one’s touch
Arms that constantly brings me up when I tumble
Shoulder to which I feel childlike never minding the tears

Cursed am I to have somebody so plainly bad
Of which I feel the stabs of an imaginary knife
Words that pierce like needles hurting one’s heart
Strangling me and then leaving me helpless

You are my heaven, it’s definitely true
Though still I feel that you are also my hell
But I don’t mind if you’re my heaven or you’re my hell
Coz’ I love you so much it does not matter at all

ABCs

ABCs
by Bluecloud

Alpha signals the beginning
Born of life as we breathe air
Carving our lives in ways we never imagined
Dreaming of things we wish to reach
Expecting only for the best
Freely living our lives
Grabbing each and every opportunity
Harnessing all that was given
Imagining nothing but wonders
Joyously celebrating every gift
Knowing things and remembering
Learning the dire realities of this world
Mastering things on which we excel
Not just doing but experiencing
One is the target to be
Position being keenly eyed
Quietly moves on each step
Realizing each dream and goal in life
Slowly yet surely moving forward
To the pinnacle of success we aim
Up and above we soar much higher
Vaults even more to reach further
Winning battles here and there
X’s are not to be found but all checks
Yes, at last… Success!!
Zenith is finally reached

YOU ARE MY SANCTUARY

YOU ARE MY SANCTUARY
by Bluecloud


I’m about to fall adrift
In a sober mood as you may see
Almost dropping off
Like a log without a fight

Tears are just but normal
Pain is but ordinary
Hurt is something I’m used too
Death almost inevitable

But then you came along
Saved me from oblivion
Took my hand and held it
So tight keeping me near


Almost done but then you came
Rescued me out of the limbo
Use your body to shield me
Made sure I’ll be safer

You came along when I was down
No ifs no buts, you helped me out
Provided shoulder to cry on
Gentle arms to feel comfort

Constantly lifted my spirits
Always makes me smile
Tickles in a way I like
You never left me, not by a mile

Thanks for coming by
Always making sure I’m okay
You are indeed my sanctuary
Stay forever… please do…

LOVE NO MORE


LOVE NO MORE
by Bluecloud

My heart, it beats
So fast you can hear it
It says, it utters
One name, yours forever

My heart, it feels
The tenderness of each kiss
It wants, it craves
Only you, it heaves

My heart, it loves
So much so it gives
It asks, it yearns
Only love, to earn

My heart, it stops
No air, it tries to gasp
It halts, it fades
The love - no more it stays

BUTTERFLY


BUTTERFLY
by Bluecloud

The caterpillar, nimble and afraid…
Rushes to take cover
Runs away to save itself

As it reaches a place of safety
It slowly wraps thy self
Covering thy body and hides…

Dark but has no choice
As fear embraces
Tears just flow

Strength is gathered slowly
As light brims
Beneath the covers it shines…

Time to shed the wrap
There it goes…
Out goes the caterpillar

Alas, a new one
Uncovered and revealed
Thyself now with wings

YOU ARE

YOU ARE
by Bluecloud


Within the deepest thoughts of mine
Is your face that lingers on my mind
Never has a day passed by
Without the thought of you creeping on my mind…

And I just can’t get you out of my head
I always glance upon the smile on your face…

You are the one that lights my way
Showing me every step of the way
And you are the air that feels my breath
Coz’ without you, I just can’t go on and on
And on and on and on…
La,lalalala

I never thought I’d feel like this
My heart is filled with love for only you it seems
A day would definitely not pass
Without the thought of you creeping on my mind…

And I just can’t get you out of my head
I always glance upon the smile on your face…

You are the one that lights my way
Showing me every step of the way
And you are the air that feels my breath
Coz’ without you, I know I can’t go on… I would be so much alone…

*this is a song I have written way back 2005 for a friend who wants to tell "I LOVE YOU" to the girl she likes